30 May 2006

lepas satu..satu

Mungkin dah Allah nak duga kot, lepas satu...satu. Bermula ngan sakit belakang, pastuh ulcer kat dlm tekak, ulcer dah baik, tetiba last friday kena gastrik, dan hari yg sama idlan kena demam panas dan hilang suara. Aduh tragis plak rasa, mama ngan anak dua-dua org sakit, abah plak takde gi ofis kena invigilate xm.

Jumaat hari bersejarah tu, after lunch, tetiba je dlm kol 230pm aku rasa sesak nafas, sesak kat dada, rasa cam tercungap-cungap pon ader. Dada cam menyucuk-nyucuk, horror sgt rasa. Aku cuba duduk, cangkung, meniarap, baring, sumer position tak jln, makin teruk adela rasa. Dlm masa yg sama tekak rasa loya-loya (saye tidak pregnant ok :p). Beberapa kali pegi toilet cuba nak muntah tp tak kuar pepe. Idlan tgk muka aku dgn heran yg amat, sure dia pelik. Last2 aku terduduk, air mata dah kuar dah hehe. Idlan plak tetiba je demam panas ari tuh, suara dah serak2 basah, nangis pon tak brape nak dgr sbb suara cam nak hilang. Ok dipendekkan cerita, kol 630pm abah balik, terus gi klinik, doc kata aku kena gastrik. Isk pelik plak rasa, mkn taknah skip, mkn byk plak tu, cane kena gastrik eh? doc kata sakit kat ulu hati, pastuh loya2 tu, sbb angin tekan kat dada. Doc kasi ubat kunyah yg berangin dan sedap, blk umah mkn, tp still sakit yg amat, tade improvement langsung, last2 pegi blk klinik kol 830pm, doc kasik jab. Tak sampai 5 minit terus ilang segala sakit. Mama kena jab, idlan yg nangis...memula dia ok time aku baring, pastuh bila doc tutup tirai, terus dia nangis. Agaknye dia igt mama dia ilang kot hehe..cayang idlan kat mama eh!

Weekend tu, selalu bergurau ngan husband, camner eh kalo mama mati dulu? husband kata aku a bit exaggerated (sbbnyer aku dah lama tak sakit, dan takpenah kena sakit yg serius2)... tapi serius rasa cam nak mati ari tu...yela, nafas terasa pendek sgt, cam nyawa2 ikan bak kata pepatah, mmg aku dah siap2 mengucap time tu. Tapi aku ni pon satu, dlm sakit2 tu, masih cuba berlagak, cuba assume sendiri yg sakit tu sekejap je, cuba tahan diri drpd call husband minta blk umah. Tgk2 sakit dari pukul 230 ptg sampai ke mlm..padanler muka tuh :p Rupanye horror ye kena gastrik ni...lepas ni mintak2la dijauhkan tuhan drpd kena lagik skali...cukupla sekali. Teramatla sakit...susah nak describe.

Hari ni idlan dah semakin ok, pagi tadi dah tak demam. Hopefully dia ok kat nursery today. Semlm kami bwk dia jumpe paed kat sunway, risau sbb demam dia teramat tinggi, dah 4 hari, demam time mlm plak tu. Phlegm pon byk, asyik nak termuntah je dia. So kelmarin doc buat blood test, macho sungguh idlan, dia merengek kejap je time doc cucuk jarum kat tgn, time doc picit nak kuarkan darah, dia leka main toys atas meja doc tuh. Pastuh wat x ray plak, doc takut ade lung infections. Alhamdulillah both tests result clear. Doc kata demam + cough biasa, doc kasik antibiotik yg kuat sket.

Kebetulan aku ade appointment ngan doc suresh, orthopaedic kat sunway tu kelmarin, so pegila jumpe doc tu skali. Doc yg baik hati dan teramat concern tu kasik vitamin special utk nerve/joints/muscles dan ubat anti-inflammatory, of which to be taken alternately sbb sakit aku dah kurang dan aku pon rasa dah nak ok. Aku ckp kat dia takmo pegi wat physio sbb malas, dan berjanji nak wat sendiri exercise kat rumah. Dan sekali lagi dia bermurah hati menprescribekan satu hot/cold pack utk belakang aku ni walaupun aku ckp aku dah ade satu kat umah. Husband kata fuiyoo ni jenis yg mahal ni hehe...tima kasih doc yg baik hati!

My team kalah...takpela, lagipon diorang training brape ari je compared to m'sian team kan. Experience kurang, coordination kurang, passing bola pon kureng sket...cuba lagi ok. Kitorang punyerla bersemangat tgk sampai abis, even tho sebelum ni taknah tgk pon my team every selasa tuh. Dahlah idlan asyik main on off tv, aduh tension giler mlm tuh. Skang ni ntah dia dpt ilham dr mane ntah, asyik2 pegi on off tv. Jgnla kau rosak wahai tvku.

Lagi 11 hari idlan genap 1.5 yo, cakap masih lagi tak berbutir, yg paling jelas cuma abah, mama dan bear. Tapi dia cepat faham and follow instructions. Kejap je ajar, dia dah faham and bley buat. Pagi tadi pukul 330am terjaga nak susu. Mama yg mengantuk ni ckp, ok ok mama go to kitchen buat susu. Dia dgn mata tertutup pon ikut pegi dapur tgk mama buat susu heheh. Kadang bila mama lazy, dia nak susu, mama ckp ok u go to kitchen buat susu. Dia pon pegila kitchen walaupun gelap tak bukak lampu, then pinpoint kat tin susu dia. Clever anak mama!

22 May 2006

1] Well as for my backache, i did went to see the orthopaedic, Dr Suresh George to be exact, at Sunway Medical last wednesday. He sent me for an x-ray, urine and blood test after i described my problem to him, the blood test was needed bcoz i was down for a sudden high fever the nite before. B said i must've had worried too much that the temp suddenly rose up and my body was aching all over, my legs trembled and i shivered like hell while taking shower. well, the blood test result was quite positive, only a bit of bacteria infection. Urine was clear and perfect, no viral, no bacteria whatsover. The spine? hmm i shall say i'm quite relief with the result, no slip disc, just muscle strains. He said my spine looks so tight and strain, (dlm kata lain tak relaks, terlalu rapat) things that triggers it varies, maybe because of improper posture while sitting, while picking up stuffs, u know instead of squatting down, u simply lowered ur body and terus amik benda tu, carry heavy objects (and yes my darling idlan also contributes to that i guess, he's 10kilo ++ ok), and the likes. So i went back home with 5 medicines, including the one called anti-inflammatory, that was to relax my muscle :) Plus, he sent me to 6 physiotheray sessions, of which the first one will start this afternooon after lunch. I wonder how its gonna be, hope it wouldnt bring pain that much huhu. really felt like orang tua these days...huhu malunya rasa muda-muda dah sakit belakang. Oh not to forget, the so kind doc also granted me with a 3-day mc...plus sat and sunday means i got 5 straight days rest at home.

2] the jcard day, yeay such a one-time event that was soooo hard to resist. violating his trust, i did went to jj the next day. Felt a lot better that day, dunno whether its becoz of the drugs he prescribed me was so effective, or simply bcoz of the joyous and excited mood i had that time. We spent our day fr 930am till 5.15pm, penat tak? The good thing is, we practically managed to get everything we want. things that we've been dreamt of,things that suddenly seems necessary tho not in our list, things yg gitu gini, etc Albeit we arrived early, when we went it, org dah terlalu ramai, especially kat hot spot areas, like handbag, shoes, babies area. Dlm hati berkata, mujur dtg awal hehe. The bad thing is, we barely got broke at the end of the day. Nonetheless, hati puas, tade rasa menyesal :p Back home, badan sakit all over, and baru tingat tulang belakang yg sakit ni...kat jj tadi langsung tak rasa sakit, hish teruk btul!

3] DVC tak best eh aida? mujur kitorang tak gi tgk sabtu lepas hehe...

4] the runaway jury wasnt that bad after all. i finished the book already, after 3/4 the story was getting quite ok and impressive, and the ending was so unexpected. (aku tak nyesal habiskan hehe)

5] im now embarking on the 3rd book of the yr, that is angels n demons. first 30 pages, the narrative was so like DVC..sebijik!

6]im having ulcer in my sorethroat, hence abstain me for taking solid/hot foods and drinks for the past 5 days. mkn kuih lembut pon sakit...oh dugaan allah kali ni, lepas satu, satu yg datang...but think at the positive side, lelama bley kurus kalo kurang mkn camni :p

16 May 2006

1] Lately aku asyik rasa lenguh kat pinggang/tulang belakang jer. Tak buat keje berat pun, tapi everyday akan rasa lenguh/sakit....tak tahula nak kata camner, tp sakitla..Duk depan pc dah cuba straightkan badan se straight mungkin, tp still sakit. Call umi, tanye opinion, mungkin betul katanya, kesan epidural time lahirkan idlan dulu. Bukan satu cucuk, tapi 2 cucuk, sebabnye doc tak jumpe point time tu, susah katanya. Lepas bersalin takde plak rasa sakit, tapi recently makin menjadi-jadi. Tgh berpk, nak jumpe tukang urut ke, atau ortopedic. Risau gak, tulang belakang tu huhu...sesape yg penah amik epidural, any opinion? korang pon cam aku ker?

2] Idlan cayang mama teramatlah susah nak mkn skang ni. Tanye budak nursery, derang kata food idlan abis everyday! roti, biskut teddy ngan porridge dia abis..laju makan. Tapi kat umah time dinner, adoi punyerla liat nak mkn. Ke sana ke mari, puas di pujuk, puas dipaksa, ditepisnya tangan mama/abah. Bila mama babab tangan, dibalasnye balik exactly like what mama did, mama babab lagi dia pon babab mama balik..dia igt kite memain kot huhu. Camnerla nak tambah berat kalo sayang takmo makan. Food mama buat memacam variety, tapi sumer idlan tak heran. Sup, goreng, western-style, malay-style....sumer idlan tolak. Dunkin donut yg sodap tu pon idlan tak brape suke? hishhh musykil mama ngan abah...kitorang kuat makan, kenapela idlan tak ikut eh? hehehe

3] Baru lepas call famy, alhamdulillah baby mereka Izzul dah selamat undergo VSD heart surgery @ IJN. Skang dah stabil, tapi akan warded mungkin 7-10 hari. Doakan Izzul cepat sembuh ok!

4] Second reminder utk diri sendiri actually, J-card day lusa yer...cant wait arghhhhh!

5] Baru 5:10pm? lagi 20 minit? Adus bosannyer mama help!

6] Runaway Jury bosan...tp kena paksa diri habiskan jugak huhu...another calling for help!!! isk isk

15 May 2006

a wish to all the mothers in the world...

1] Hytex Town is having a baby fair from 11th May till 2xth May. Wide array of babies apparels,
discount up to 50%
2] J card Day @ IOI Mall Puchong this coming Thursday, the 18th. Dont forget!

11 May 2006

The Runaway Jury

The Runaway Jury by Grisham becomes my second book of the year!

That after my two attempts to purchase online thru mph failed yesterday. Dont know what happen, whether it was really not my luck, or the website itself was bengong. First try, my explorer window disappeared after i clicked payment. Second time, the pop up message notified authentication failed. Lucky they dont charge double to my account. Nevertheless, it was a bit frustrating. Keciwa giler rasa, thought i'd able to make my very first online purchase in history, tp tak berjaya huhu. Maybe aini and aida were right, perhaps i shd just walk in to the store and pay for whatever books i want, no online, no waiting for 14 days delivery whatsoever. Just grab the book, go back home, settle in your couch, and READ hehe

Back at home, i told this to hubby, and for a moment he disappeared upstairs. Rupanya he was looking for a book for me to read hehe...so here comes the runaway jury. Habis nnt i'll share the gists of the book okeh.

10 May 2006

besday sape hari ni eh?

Happy 17 months old birthday to Idlan comel!
Mama n Abah luvs u forever muahhhhhs

09 May 2006

Da Vinci Code

The book indeed worth the time spent on it.

And me, the one who never reads book after 3-4 years back had actually finished it within a week. Such an accomplishment i'd say hehe. Interesting flow, swift and smooth changing of plots and chaps, no dragging, but the most that shall catch our interest, are the codes! Code within codes, the story led us to so much secrets yet to be unveiled. Im wondering whether malaysia also has such a profession called cryptographer, the one responsible to decipher codes. And i noticed my heart even pounded several times as i read along the lines, as if i were parts of the characters inside the book hehe. I guess dan brown never failed to create thrill and suspense till the end of the book, and that's what i like about him.

So for those who likes riddles, who enjoys uncover the underlying meaning behind words, wants to feel the thrill of revealing the truth, u shd try it!

I look fwd for another Dan Brown's work, Angels and Demons..or maybe a walk to remember and angela's ashes.

03 May 2006

Tiba-tiba muncul satu azam baru, iaitu menyemai kembali minat membaca yg semakin pupus di dlm diri ini. Maka, first action taken last week, membeli novel karya Dan Brown, The Da Vinci Code. Kenapa da vinci code? hehe tiada sebab terperinci, cumanya terasa cam citer tu glamer, yela aini baca, aida baca, kaezrin baca...so i suppose citer tu sure best bangat :) i've never read dan brown's, hence i placed no expectation as to how the flow of the book, or the storyline shd go...harap2 berjaya menghabiskannya...sekarang baru di page 59, means another 545 pages to go. it seems i've abandoned my readings on several books halfway years ago....so this time definitely it's gonna take quite some time to finish up hoho

Kalau nak idlan pandai n rajin membaca, mama kena tunjukkan contoh yg baik betul tak? nampak gaya idlan pun cam berminat ngan novel ni, rajin dia belek2 novel ni hehe...

pesanan utk diri sendiri: kalo boleh duk depan pc berjam-jam tgk citer korea, apa kata tukar plak, duduk senyap2 berjam-jam spend time membaca buku ahaks :p

To the MOST wonderful person in the world,
1] Happy Birthday 2 U sayang!
Semoga kehidupan hari ini akan terus disinari cahaya kebahagiaan dan mendapat
rahmat dariNya. Dan semoga kebahagiaan yang dikecapi pada hari
ini akan terus berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat kita. Sayang awak selalu muahhhhss!
2] Happy Birthday Abah!
Loves,
Mama & Idlan